the Christmas season is upon us. like looming large. gulp. and i start with a confession. this year i have not done the best job at "advanced preparations". lots of reasons, lots going on, and simply to say that it's come so quickly i feel a twinge of regret that i haven't had more time to be still. more time to lean in to the beauty of it. more time to soak up "The Gift"...
one thing i have done, and always do~ i have a steady stream of Christmas music playing from mid-November on (just ask my kids haha). and as always, whether i've been painting walls or running around shopping or baking festive treats, this has helped so much to keep my perspective tuned in to the real reason for the season~ Jesus. so while i haven't been as still and rested as i'd have liked, i am trying to soak up all that Christmas means~ so tangibly in my life, this year more than ever.
and in that light and desire to share what i wholeheartedly stand by as the BEST GIFT EVER, i offer a couple treasures....
The Chosen, Season 3 Episode 1 is out now, with new episodes coming weekly.
i know i've mentioned it before, but it's worth mention again. totally that good. the timing of this dramatic series in my life was impeccable. quite literally it gripped my heart and made the story of Jesus and his disciples come to life in a visually fresh and renewed way that has 100% carried me through 2022. if you don't yet have the app, get it and stream it on your device, but start at the very first episode of Season 1. i can confidently say you will love it.
and another. an old song that i grew up hearing and loving~ Amy Grant's version specifically. it's called Breath of Heaven (Mary's Song), and this year i'm really enjoying Hannah Kerr's rendition.
for some reason, it's lyrics jumped right out to me this year, new and relevant, and i've found myself contemplating the place Mary found herself in as she carried the future Saviour of all mankind, the Son of God, in her womb. the fears, the anxiety, the judgement. the feelings of inadequacy, the desperate need for strength in the circumstances, the paradox of wonder and inevitable weariness of the literal and figurative weight she carried as the chosen mother of Jesus. yes, she was also chosen! a bit of a theme here, are you getting that? :) isn't that so like God though? He so often calls out to the unexpected ones. the marginalized. the poor, the young, the old, the weak, the lost, the sinful~ and He uses them, His chosen ones, to accomplish the life changing transformative work that impacts the world forever. love that! to be sure, we are all called, but God never dismisses those typically overlooked by society's standards. it seems in scripture that He saves some of the biggest roles for exactly them! think of Moses, Abraham and Sarah, David, Rahab, Jonah, Peter, Paul, and the list goes on...how refreshing.
here are the lyrics, which may have echoed in Mary's heart as she considered all that was to come...
"i have travelled many moonless nights. cold and weary, with a babe inside. and i wonder, what i've done, holy father you have come and chosen me now, to carry your son. i am waiting, in a silent prayer. i am frightened, by the load i bear. in a world as cold as stone, must i walk this path alone? be with me now. be with me now.
breath of heaven, hold me together, be forever near me, breath of heaven. breath of heaven, lighten my darkness, pour over me your holiness, for you are holy. breath of heaven...
do you wonder, as you watch my face, if a wiser one, should have had my place, but i offer all i am, for the mercy of your plan. help me be strong, help me be, help me.
breath of heaven, hold me together, be forever near me, breath of heaven. breath of heaven, lighten my darkness, pour over me your holiness, for you are holy,
breath of heaven, hold me together, be forever near me, breath of heaven. breath of heaven, lighten my darkness, pour over me your holiness, for you are holy. breath of heaven, breath of heaven. breath of heaven..."
i so hope these lyrics meet you exactly where you are at today. sure did speak to my heart. i pray that this Christmas all of these treasures help you see Jesus as relatable, approachable and tending to our hearts in a very real and present way each day, even outside of this beautiful season. in the grind, in the yuck, in the loss, in the hard. wishing you moments of pure joy and wonder this Christmas, and maybe a deeper than ever understanding of The Gift~ "Emmanuel, God with us!"
Merry Christmas!
Also, i'm going to be intentional to change my pace over the holidays so that includes a short blog break as well. see you soon! ❤
