Tuesday, December 27, 2016

a full heart at Christmas

the title sums it up.  really truly does.  my heart is full.  i'm excessively blessed.  and this season of Christmas and wrapping up of 2016 has me extra aware this year, especially as i'm a few months into an exercise of counting my blessings daily. thanks to Ann Voskamp's One Thousand Gifts....i'm a lot late on reading this book, but i really feel like the timing in my life was perfect.  i can't say enough about the truths contained in those pages, and i'm finding it a process of slow transformation that has personally been so very necessary and beneficial.  

anyway, there is much to say about this season of Jesus' birth and all the significance it carries in my life.  there has been personal family time, all eight of us home together under one roof again.  how i loved picking my daughter up.  i love her school stories.  love her excitement about her nursing journey.  love that God is proving faithful in helping me to let go more and let her become.  love the peace He gives me in this challenging process.  love the ways He is shaping her and stretching her and equipping her.  love her sparkle.  love her.  simple as that, i guess....

in there as well, the week before Christmas, was a wonderful, somewhat spontaneous visit from Jhonny.  i blogged about Jhonny last January when he came to Canada from Sweden and we officially met in person for the first time.  i've since learned there are two ways his name is sometimes written, but the way i typed it above is actually correct...anyway, this treat of a second visit from him in a year was short, but so very sweet.  we all love this guy and he is such a fun and warm addition to our family while he is here.  the boys loved having Jhonny attend their Christmas assembly at school.  he accompanied me to pick up Joelle in Hamilton (more travel time~ he's a trooper!).  we enjoyed Thai cuisine together at a charming restaurant in Ancaster.  we shopped (H&M!) and he purchased gifts for his family in Bolivia.  we drank espresso together (mine sweetened!) and enjoyed Swedish treats and conversation and ice skating and hockey and time shared with our extended families getting to know him more.  it was a gift.  so fun.  such a highlight of 2016.  very thankful.  


Jhonny~ if you are reading this~ you are always welcome to visit and it is our pleasure to host you.  you feel like "one of the family" and that is a gift we cherish.  blessings to you as you continue your vacation with family back home.


Christmas, a gift of time off and memories shared with extended family.  a gift of treats and all my favourite foods and waking up without an alarm clock and my sweet husband home for the whole week and my kids enjoying new treasures and board games together and carols all day and cozy new socks and it's just a lot to take in when you put it all together.  grateful beyond words.  so, off to enjoy the crew today, but it's been good to check in and pause and jot down my reasons for this very full heart....
blessings to you and yours as you wrap up 2016 with those you love!

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

first fire

any crackling fire in our wood burning fireplace is always delightful, but none more than the first fire of the chilly winter season.


we love the warmth, the sounds, the smells and the relaxation of watching those embers burn.  if it must be cold outside, then at least this lessens the blow a bit! 


here's to a toasty winter!  :)

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

ushering in Christmas

quite honestly, i can't reconcile my mixed bag of pre-Christmas feelings just yet.  so i won't try to organize them and button up the jumbled thoughts i feel this holiday season of suggested joy.  as i said to someone recently, how is it that i'm trying to find great and fun and original gift ideas to buy my kids (and actually having some difficulty with that task because there isn't much more to be given when you have most things anyway) while across the world a little girl in Aleppo is tweeting her real-life horror story of fleeing war and her busted up home and her dolls destroyed and hoping to see another day.  how is it that i'm stashing and stuffing treasures here and there, i'm making Christmas baking ingredient lists and buying pretty paper to decorate and hide my purchases in anticipation of the morning we exchange gifts (and i do love this part!), while children in Aleppo (and Haiti and Burundi and Ethiopia, to name only a few) run low on food and security and hope of ever seeing brighter tomorrows....that feels so messed up. because it is, quite simply.  it just is.  so i leave it there.  but this Christmas season, as we usher in all the festive parts we love and cherish, i feel more than any Christmas before a deep comfort in the Real Reason we celebrate. if not for that baby, that King of the World who in the most beautiful and humble way brought Hope and Light into a simple stable in Bethlehem that dark night so long ago...if not for Him, where would we be?  whatever would be the point in the festivities?  they would be meaningless to me.  

yes, i'm abundantly thankful this Christmas for the gift of Jesus.  for the miraculous birth of that baby~ whose arrival signaled Hope and Peace and Love. for the many who witnessed it then and still for us today.  for me.  for sweet little Bana in Aleppo.  for all the children in this world.  so, just like last year, i'm linking the Christmas song by Lauren Daigle that captures this in exquisite clarity.  enjoy, again...

Light of the World

the world waits for a miracle
the heart longs for a little bit of hope
oh come, oh come Emmanuel

a child prays for peace on earth
and she's calling out from a sea of hurt
oh come, oh come Emmanuel

and can you hear
the angels singing
glory to the light of the world
glory the light of the world
is here

the drought breaks with the tears of a mother
the baby's cry is the sound of love come down
come down, Emmanuel
 He is the song for the suffering
He is Messiah, the Prince of Peace has come, 
He has come, Emmanuel

glory to the light of the world
glory to the light of the world
glory to the light of the world
glory to the light of the world

for all who wait, for all who hunger
for all who've prayed
for all who wonder
behold your King
behold Messiah
Emmanuel, Emmanuel

glory to the light of the world
glory to the light of the world
glory to the light of the world

behold your King
behold Messiah
Emmanuel, Emmanuel

the world waits for a miracle
the heart longs for a little bit of hope
oh come, oh come Emmanuel